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On a slight positive note...
Since I’ve been at least keeping up with doing a small amount of exercise everyday… I’ve lost 3 pounds since I’ve been home. At least I can sort of see that it’s paying out - never stuck with exercising long enough to see that before. lol
Life Currently is
so boring… It sucks that I don’t know where I’m going to school next semester. That I can’t get proof that I AM going to school and need that proof to be able to work (which is why I came back to PA in the first place.) That of course my feelings aren’t changing though it’s somewhat getting easier to not be reminded of them. (Still tend to cry at least a little bit once a day.) Haven’t heard anything from Nick in 3 days which has been the longest since I left. Plus, I of course have not many friends in PA (since I haven’t been here really since High School which ended in 2006) so I tend to spend my days sitting in my room just trying to make time past. I’m trying to at least be productive by getting back into studying Japanese and reading but… that’s not what I want to do. I’m 21… I want to go out at least once in a while and get drunk. I want to be young while I can and… it’s not like I’ve really ever done that. I mean… besides that I would just like to be able to go out with friends and do some fun things. BUT I am completely poor. Any money I use, I borrow from my parents and they don’t have that much money either. And, obviously, I was suppose to start working but now who knows if that’s going to happen. I hate being in limbo like this! Too many things are uncertain right now. >< I’m mainly just being impatient but STILL… it’s annoying.
ThumbTack Mini-Mics for iPod | Twirlit
Adorable and useful lol
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Will watch out for this.
Don’t you mean it’ll never happen again except “4:05:06 pm that same day.” lol
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How did that happen?? lol

